Wednesday, December 26, 2012

AGODA bookinG~


Assalamualaikum...
we made a desicion to travel  recently and since i read so many travel blog that it's cheaper to travel without travel agent...
so i decided to go without one...yes it is much2 more cheaper...and there are so many tips from blogs and webpage...just google anywhere u wanted to go...
so i made this hotel booking at AGODA...
problem is now..i wanted to make another booking and i wanted to make use of the points from my previous booking...to save up...but i don't know how..
i can't seem to redeem the point though i had click the button " redeem point" so many times....



anyone please help...i am new to this sort of things...


Monday, December 17, 2012

Maria is marrieD!!! wedding preparation XD~



Maria Elena is married..i'm not a big fan of hers...but i do read her blog sometimes..
Her solemnization is yesterday i think...
and here's are some picture...
i actually saw her teaser vid on CST..
and they look so great together...

she seems as if she was happy through this whole process...
i guess that is why i read her blog and follow her update a lot lately..
she is going through the same thing that i am going through right now...
preparing for a wedding..
but yet she seems soo much happier than i am..
how did she do that...

well maybe she has moooooooreeee money than i do...
a job maybe and a bigger incomeee not to mention richerr parents.....huhu..

in anyway...i dun think it is the financial issue regards to my wedding...
but truthfully everything has been really hard...
i dont really know where are the flaws...
is it me? the one who thinks too much..

i mean do i really have to plan and buy my own honeymoon ticket !!
geeeeezzz!!!
what is wrong with guys !
do i have to say everything out loud !
i think i'm out of words already...

at the end of the day..
i am just a girl dreaming for the perfect wedding...
the perfect honeymoon...
plez la get it !

Monday, December 10, 2012

Business and Efforts~


when scrolling down my fb home page..
suddenly i found this post by my friend of mine saying that anyone who wanted to buy perodua car should contact him...he might be some car agent or something...
i have always know about how hard working this pal is...
i mean back before he's still a students he is very hardworking from car rental, car wash or anything..
you just name it...i greatly was moved by his effort...
i hope he will succeed one day..

i hope i have that kind of enthusiasm and mind one day..
i am doing little bit of biz right now like selling online clothes, bundle, delivery service things like that...
but i hope i can succeed with something big...
i was given the opportunity but right now is not the best time...
and so..if there's a will there's a way...
not everyone was born to succeed in biz..
they need different kind of mind set..the positive one's..
the one that are willing to take risk and make time for efforts...



Thursday, November 29, 2012

Future Generation~


i love it...the way i'm smiling...
usually i would never smile with my teeth showing..haha...

it reminded me how people change...how i grew up...
from just a little kid...to a future to be bride..
how people around me changed from someone u knew into a stranger...
how my brother used to love me..lift me up...and play with me...
untill he became a grown man and go on his own path...
how a cousin that i used to play with...
feels like just somebody that i used to know...
how did all this bond and connection just fade away...
is it us to blame for?
or everyone just change over time?
is it me, the only one who still thinks of the past...

Does this future better...
for some reason, one thing that i knew..i never wanted this to happen to my niece and nephew..
how they are a playmates now..
how they are siblings now...
i hope they still are as they grew...





Sunday, November 25, 2012

ENgaGEd ~ 15 SEPT 2012




Salam...
on the 15th september, alhamdullilah i am engaged to muhammad idham jasmiad..
it's been almost 2 months since the event...
I just got the pics from my official photographer..
For this period of 2 months, being someone's fiance...it's been a roller coaster ride..
it is not easy preparing for a wedding....
So many things to settle in such a short period of time...
not to mention so many unintended emotion tent to arise...huhu..
anyway...i hope things go smoothly as planned and we manage to organize our wedding in time and as planned...
Just be strong ~


so here goes..moments and memories ~



The pelamin~


The hantaran~



The cakes~


The food~


The engagement~





The future groom~








My big family~



The in laws~






The siblings~







special thankz to smua coursemate yg dtg.~ hopefully wedding nnti everyone boleh dtg...








 and thankz a lot for hazwa and nana for coming dari jauh...terharu ~
and also special thankz to them buat props smpai tido lmbat ~
























salam~

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Obstacle ~


people said that the period that i am going through right now is gonna be hard..
i guess u never know how hard it is untill u've actually experienced it..
thinking of getting married..yes i am with no doubt can say that i am indeed very happy...
but when actually facing the actual situation..
there's more obstacle than u can ever imagine..
preparing for it..things to be done...
people's feeling to be considered..
my own feeling of being scared..
everything could lead to one big chaos..

truth to be told..
i can't say i wanted to be married because i wanted to be happy..
because i've witness myself that there is so many obstacle in marriage..
but i wanted a family to come home to..a family that i build myself....
and so i hope as time passes i am more capable..

insyallah ~

Thursday, September 20, 2012

EPy 22 Dear Raudhah~



A lot happens in 2012...
most of it are happy memories..
Alhamdullilah..
i got engaged a few days ago..
followed by my birthday on the 17th september...
i am so thankful i have friends that remembers..
this year...i am grateful..
and touched...by the effort that everyone had done for me...
it was the most priceless gift...




cakes from my fiance..


this huge bear also from him...



Additional present from him...


 thankz to ika and masrah for the strawberry and choclates...



this one is from dayah... 


this one is from my ex-wife, Nana..thankz awk...huhu...sedeh lak..haha


my mum did give me the best present...
and also thankz for all the birthday wishes and congrats wishes from my coursemate and friends..
i am indeed are very touched for everything that u guys did..
and i sincerely wish i could done more...
it's been a great journey this past year...
and i was hoping we could end this year with a priceless gift...
friendship~

Friday, August 24, 2012

Are you happy?

why don't you try harder?

Am i happy?

or the big question is..am i ready?

Am i being greedy for chasing this dream..or am i doing this for the sake of other's.
what do i want from my life?
do i really want to cross that bridge?
Am i sane or sick or unstable for having so many question...
can i actually get through...can We..

why is it so hard...did everyone go through this..
for writing all these question that popped through my head..
sometimes...not sometimes maybe most of the time i'm having a break down..
but..
Listening, knowing, living, mature and experiencing..
i know others also have this doubt..
gone through the same or maybe worst obstacle..
but they continue to fight...
it's not the question that you should think of..but the solution to the question...


Tuesday, August 21, 2012

SeLamat EID 2012~


This year Eid's semua org balik umah...
so it's been crazily noisy around the house..
this year..our baju raya theme is pink belacan which is due to my upcoming engagement theme...
so..here goes...
picture worth a thousand words..
















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