Friday, October 28, 2011


in a way that i cant express..
i hated listening to everything..
i hated remembering everything...
i hate knowing..
i hate the way we met..
i hate the way we knew...
i hate what u once told me..
i hate the fact that i knew..
i hate that u dare talk about it...
i hated everything about it..
i hate the way u handle things when it get to this...

i dunno whether this is a fault..
something to forgive..
something to forget..
or to ignore..

in condolence to everything...


-pathology-


cut..


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

10 months..




tonite x boleh tydo...
so i end up browsing my old entry...
and i found this...


its been almost 10 months since this entry...
a lot hav change ever since...
how should i put this...
if 10 months ago...
all i think about is myself...
like..after finishing my degree...i'll continue my master..
n saving my jpa to pay for my master..
or having to work far from where i stay..
or just getting married at the age of 25...
or just...not thinking bout my future so well define...
i guess...that is it...
that was 10 months ago...

ever since i've made comitment to this guy...
we were bound to his family n my family..
things change...
my thought change...
now u are willing to put aside your study to give room for a bound promise...
u need to think a way to be financially fit..
to pay for ur kendurik la kn...haha...
or thinking a way to find job..
manage finances little by little...
now u learn slowly to think for two...
learn to stay healthy....
there is just so much more things that hav change..
but in a way that i never hav imagine..
i am glad for everything that has happen...

so...berdoala smoga smua berjalan seperti dirancang...
its a long way to go..


cut..

Friday, October 21, 2011

KEk MArbLE

Ingredients

1 1/2 cawan gula halus

1 1/2 cawan mentega

3 cawan tepung gandum

1 sudu teh baking powder

5 biji telur

sedikit vanila

3 jenis pewarna yang berlainan

sedikit bancuhan susu tepung

Directions

- pukul mentega dengan gula hingga kembang

- masukkan sebiji demi sebiji telur dan di pukul lagi

- masukkan tepung,vanila dan baking powder

- bahagikan kepada 3 bahgian untuk 3 warna yang berbeza

- tuangkan ke dalam loyang @ bekas berselang seling atau berlapis

- dan bakar selama 35-45 minit

Saturday, October 15, 2011

pImpin Lata belatan siri 3...




bgn tydo x bsuh mukaa oleh senyum lg...


ohhh...angin yang kencang....


platun 4...1st time as fasilitator...


ohhh...jaohnyeee...jiarhou...


bergaya mutu keunggulan...



sekian...